I quit

18th March was online chatting to Cj feeling terrible hard to breathe smoking you are being stupid i thought you have lots going for you and you are killing yourself so I stopped 5 days and counting now. The main thing i need to remember is just one ciggie can have me addicted again I cant control the urges only manage them by abstaining.
Anyway will keep people up to date n that ok.

The story so far

This is Cheryljane I call her CJ much easier to type we met online in July 2008 in a site that will remain nameless but surfice it say it was not the most edifying site on the net. She was doing what many pinay ladies do supporting her family.
After a few weeks we realised we were becoming close and decided she would go home to her province Negros Oriental I started supporting her and we are developing other ways of making a living the money she requires is reducing but I'm not rich and we realise it will take time. Later this year I will fly out from the UK to the Phillipines and we will spend time together and try and expand in the business ideas.